I am a mix of feelings and thoughts on starting teaching tomorrow. Though I am confident that God has led me specifically to this position, I still am afraid. I am afraid that this year will be like last year or worse. To make the commitment tomorrow to teach these students until June almost seems too big. I'd rather quit before starting - and yet, I also want to step into the year.
(My friend Benny and I teaching a couple of years ago)
Tomorrow is going to come regardless or anything I do. I am going to teach regardless of how I feel. If you remember me tomorrow, or anytime this year, please pray for my heart in teaching.
